[nilla]

Ive being trying to figure out my cholesterol issues and have been avoiding training for the time being.
Im down 15lbs and loosing size and strength.
Im sitting at 214lb right now and look very small,,at least i think i do.
My arms have shrunk as well as my shoulders and back.

I really hate this!
The funny thing is im loosin quite a bit of belly fat too??
My body is loosing mass but im gaining more definition.
My diet has been bad as well as my partying habbits and i need to clean it up as i wann get back in the gym soon.

Im on hhold till i get my cholesterol in check tho..

It just sucks to see all my size/strength going away and training habbits:(

I seriously feel skinny,,i miss the veins POPPING and STRENGTH and AGGRESION..

One positive is,,,i feel SOOOOO much more hornier!!!
I get wood all the time now,,,when cycling every so many months there i forgot what it felt like to be clean for awhile i guess??
But now,,im popping wood and down to lay my chick when before i was kinda ova her,lol

Anyway,,just ranting

Feel free to add anything

[Marc]

Rest and recovery is important; even for a longer length of time. Once you get back in the gym, you'll feel so much better; stronger too.

Don't dwell over your weight. A good deal comes from water as well.

Keep positive.

[layin frame]

Originally Posted by nilla

Ive being trying to figure out my cholesterol issues and have been avoiding training for the time being.
Im down 15lbs and loosing size and strength.
Im sitting at 214lb right now and look very small,,at least i think i do.
My arms have shrunk as well as my shoulders and back.

I really hate this!
The funny thing is im loosin quite a bit of belly fat too??
My body is loosing mass but im gaining more definition.
My diet has been bad as well as my partying habbits and i need to clean it up as i wann get back in the gym soon.

Im on hhold till i get my cholesterol in check tho..

It just sucks to see all my size/strength going away and training habbits:(

I seriously feel skinny,,i miss the veins POPPING and STRENGTH and AGGRESION..

One positive is,,,i feel SOOOOO much more hornier!!!
I get wood all the time now,,,when cycling every so many months there i forgot what it felt like to be clean for awhile i guess??
But now,,im popping wood and down to lay my chick when before i was kinda ova her,lol

Anyway,,just ranting

Feel free to add anything

i totally agree bro...i just took two weeks off from bustin my ass in the gym, even though im feelin kinda weak now and noticin some decrease in weight and muscle size... my sex drive is through the roof and my girl loves it! haha. its important to give your body at least a week or two break from lifting every 6 months or so (it hasnt failed me yet)...i just went from 205 to about 200 in 2 weeks, lookin in the mirror i still look pretty swole but in my head i look small again, my girl keeps my head up by constantly given me compliments though lol im startin to hit the gym hard again monday so ill let ya know how it improved my lifts and or negative results bro...

[nilla]

Cool man,,look forward.

Its just crazy to me to believe it takes so much effort to keep what we work so hard for...

It seems to drop off quiker then u gain it.

Not sure if its just a ph thing,,like maybe its cause u put the size on so quik its easier to loose it this way??
Kinda like how you should loose weight slowly to ensure it stays off??