SS's Cycle/Workout/Life Log

[supersoldier]

I've been slacking in the gym since January. I never stopped completely, just been inconsistent, diet sucks ass, etc... Before that I got to about 10% BF @ 218 lbs (approximately). I'm about the same weight now, just not as much muscle and a bit more fat. Compared to the average bear I'm "built", but I feel like a piece of shit as far as being where I should be.

Key life points:

I recently started a decent job as a lab tech again. Prior to that after getting out of the Army I've only had shitty, low paying jobs, and went to school full time.

I've been in a really unstable relationship for 8 months now. I'm with a girl that I've felt more for than any other girl ever. At the same time, we can't seem to get along for more than a few weeks straight here and there. She's gorgeous IMO, successful and independent, incredible and frequent in bed, is really great to me like no other girl has ever been (when things are good). Then things just go to shit...and I don't blame her fully. I've gotten caught lying (not cheating) about some pretty big things, and I guess I'm not always the easiest person to get along with, but whatev... Oh BTW, I am not allowed to do steroids if I'm gonna be with her. Now for the cycle I just started ....

I think this is day 6 (my brain doesn't work correctly without a lot of testosterone floating through it)...

Frontload: 600mg EQ, 750mg Enanthate, 200mg prop. Also taking 30mg superdrol (methyl dx3) a day.

So far 200mg prop EOD, that I'm gonna prob cut back to 100mg EOD due to severe pain and swelling. 600mg EQ and 500mg Enanthate / Week. And 30mg of superdrol a day.

I'm staying on Test FORRRRREVVVVVVVVERRRRRRRRRR. I have done some serious thinking, and test is basically the only thing that makes me feel like a normal, confident, ambitious, destined for success person. That's probably a really fucked up thought, but that's just how it is, and it is what it is. So fuck it...

BTW I have a fractured wrist and a very slightly torn meniscus, so I am limited in what I can do in the gym. For instance I can go heavy on DB pressing, but not BB pressing, etc.

Recent lifts and where they were before I became a P.O.S.

100lb DBs for 6 on my first set. Used to be 100lbs for like 11 on my third set.

DL 405 X 7. Was 455 for 7.

BW pullups X 9, was 12.

Mind you I now go to the gym after being up ass early and working all day, where before I always went to the gym well rested.

Anything I'm leaving out?

All I know is I've been in a serious funk, and I'm ready to get out and stay out!

[LLLLern]

wow man best of luck and with the line up you got it looks like luck will be on your side.

[growstrong]

Hell yea super! I wish you the best of luck with this! Got a good ass line up here!

[Travis]

Good stuff man. Hope you get back on track. You think maybe your past PCT's were not as successful as possible since you have to use Test to feel normal? Just curious, I barely remember some of your old logs.

Btw how many mg/ml is your prop?

[CrazyOtter]

well well well, look who is back!
hope you get back to beast status soon so you can turn in your bitch card.

[supersoldier]

Originally Posted by Travis

Good stuff man. Hope you get back on track. You think maybe your past PCT's were not as successful as possible since you have to use Test to feel normal? Just curious, I barely remember some of your old logs.

Btw how many mg/ml is your prop?

100 and it hurts like a mofo. Today I put 2 ccs in my pec before my back workout. I threw in a couple of high rep sets of chest to pump some blood in there and see if that helps over the next couple days. .It has in the past if I remember correctly.

[Crader]

Hey you are over here!! Hope you get back on track. It can be hard sometimes to stay that way.

[Gixxer82]

Originally Posted by supersoldier

I've been slacking in the gym since January. I never stopped completely, just been inconsistent, diet sucks ass, etc... Before that I got to about 10% BF @ 218 lbs (approximately). I'm about the same weight now, just not as much muscle and a bit more fat. Compared to the average bear I'm "built", but I feel like a piece of shit as far as being where I should be.

Key life points:

I recently started a decent job as a lab tech again. Prior to that after getting out of the Army I've only had shitty, low paying jobs, and went to school full time.

I've been in a really unstable relationship for 8 months now. I'm with a girl that I've felt more for than any other girl ever. At the same time, we can't seem to get along for more than a few weeks straight here and there. She's gorgeous IMO, successful and independent, incredible and frequent in bed, is really great to me like no other girl has ever been (when things are good). Then things just go to shit...and I don't blame her fully. I've gotten caught lying (not cheating) about some pretty big things, and I guess I'm not always the easiest person to get along with, but whatev... Oh BTW, I am not allowed to do steroids if I'm gonna be with her. Now for the cycle I just started ....

I think this is day 6 (my brain doesn't work correctly without a lot of testosterone floating through it)...

Frontload: 600mg EQ, 750mg Enanthate, 200mg prop. Also taking 30mg superdrol (methyl dx3) a day.

So far 200mg prop EOD, that I'm gonna prob cut back to 100mg EOD due to severe pain and swelling. 600mg EQ and 500mg Enanthate / Week. And 30mg of superdrol a day.

I'm staying on Test FORRRRREVVVVVVVVERRRRRRRRRR. I have done some serious thinking, and test is basically the only thing that makes me feel like a normal, confident, ambitious, destined for success person. That's probably a really fucked up thought, but that's just how it is, and it is what it is. So fuck it...

BTW I have a fractured wrist and a very slightly torn meniscus, so I am limited in what I can do in the gym. For instance I can go heavy on DB pressing, but not BB pressing, etc.

Recent lifts and where they were before I became a P.O.S.

100lb DBs for 6 on my first set. Used to be 100lbs for like 11 on my third set.

DL 405 X 7. Was 455 for 7.

BW pullups X 9, was 12.

Mind you I now go to the gym after being up ass early and working all day, where before I always went to the gym well rested.

Anything I'm leaving out?

All I know is I've been in a serious funk, and I'm ready to get out and stay out!

Sounds like me! I think you're just an older, less jacked me...lol! i'm just messing with you..Perma-cycle is the only way

Good luck with this cycle and getting the cobwebs out of your vagina.

I'll be tuned in for sure

[supersoldier]

Originally Posted by Gixxer82

Sounds like me! I think you're just an older, less jacked me...lol! i'm just messing with you..Perma-cycle is the only way

Good luck with this cycle and getting the cobwebs out of your vagina.

I'll be tuned in for sure

You're younger than 25? I thought you were older than me....

[Travis]

Originally Posted by supersoldier

100 and it hurts like a mofo. Today I put 2 ccs in my pec before my back workout. I threw in a couple of high rep sets of chest to pump some blood in there and see if that helps over the next couple days. .It has in the past if I remember correctly.

Any idea what the blend is? Is there EO in it? BA %?